Perpetual Flash Backs

The ugly dragon reared it's beastly head once again. Despite everything I have learnt, it takes very little to have me cowering beneath my desk.

I am sick and tired of this; of myself and my past. Oh what i would not give to re-live my life over, just so i do bot have to go thru this perpetual flash-back of falsehood, lies and pain.

I need to cross over my own Tennessee line but I do not know how...

God help me please ...