It's a long, long month.. and it's not even the middle of it as yet.
I honestly did not think it would be this hard. But in truth, it is. And it's messing with my mind, my sleep, my whole-being.
Yesterday, as I stepped into the shower, I was thinking ~ "I'm not cut out for this. I'm gonna bolt and run - in the opposite direction. This is far too hard and I do not need to put myself thru this". And I know a whole load of my friends would so agree with me, and be glad that I am seeing their light.
But even if I did see their light and threw in the towel ~ I know deep down, I'd still be walking around feeling as if I'd lost an arm.
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