I jump each time my phone beeps in the early evening. I dunno if it would be the text that I'm dreading. It's a deep fear, one I don't wanna live with. And I'm stuck with it all in my head.
I can't bring it up with him - his world is mad enough as it is.
I can't tell any of my friends - no one would understand.
I hate being here, in THIS place ... please somebody - TAKE A GUN AND SHOOT ME!
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