For another

We used to wake up and greet today with much joy and anticipation. But then you decided that whatever I could offer was not good enough. And so you went away.

Have you found what you were looking for in life I wonder as you turn 39 today. And if you had.. was it worth it, having traded Lydia and Luke for it?

Do you even stop for a moment in the years gone by, to think of the daughter and son that you have somewhere out there in the world?

As you close your eyes and blow out the candles on your cake... do you wish that you could hear your children call you "Daddy" once again?

You know what - don't waste your one wish a year on it. It's never ever gonna happen again for you.

Happy Birthday, wherever you are.