tor·ture ~ noun ~ extreme anguish of body or mind; agony.
I'm sitting here at 3 in the morning, torturing myself with things I should not be doing.
What is wrong with me that I cannot be like normal people, keep normal hours, do normal things, think normal thoughts and well.. just be normal?
No - I'm not alright. And yes, it is highly out of character of me. And yes, it's painful. And no - it need not be done. But then again, I don't know what can be done or cannot be done anymore these days. It's yet another round-hole-square-peg situation.
And I'm just following suit by staying away.
So please - don't ask me if I'm alright. You know damn well I'm not.
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